i didn't go training for the first time in i have no idea how many million years cos i wanted to take a break. with training, school takes up like more than half of my day. and now without training, i have nothing to do. o_0"

screw i know my blogskin is some emo shit but wa lao it was the only one which looked good. so im stuck with this. at least, until i get better at photoshop (and hopefully html though that will probably never happen) so that i can make my own blogskins. sadly, i suck **** at photoshop, which is why i am always asking for tami's help.

come on!! i need help here! (and somehow when i see 'v angry' i think of viagra i have no idea why. screw.)

i have realised that some of my juniors are extremely retarded. as you all know, in RI the rugby posts are somewhere near the softball diamond so there is a chance that people might knock into the posts when tryin to catch the ball or are blind. one of my brilliant sec3s asked mr chng 'sir, how come they put cushions on the poles already!?' i asked him 'wth u bloody cuckoo would u rather knock into smth soft or smth hard?' then mr chng said 'aiya merrill, they sec 3 only, maybe by the time they're sec4 they'll realise knocking into something hard is pretty painful. idiots.'

okay that's a valid point, i guess. o_0 thanks mr chng.

i have not been sleeping very well and i suspect this has something to do with watching weird al yankovic's videos on youtube every night before i sleep -_- i have this feeling i laugh alot in my sleep, resulting in me choking for breath and waking up trying to tear out my windpipe. here's the song that's stuck in my head and it's cake's fault cos he asked me to watch it on youtube and made me die laughing, that bugger. now i'm hooked. shit.

"White & Nerdy" by Weird Al Yankovic

They see me mowin'
My front lawn
I know they're all thinking
I'm so White N' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Can't you see I'm white n' nerdy
Look at me I'm white n' nerdy!

I wanna roll with-
The gangsters
But so far they all thinkI'm too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
I'm just too white n' nerdy
Really, really white n' nerdy...

First in my class here at M.I.T.
Got skills, I'm a Champion of DND
MC Escher that's my favorite MC
Keep your 40I'll just have an Earl Grey tea
My rims never spin to the contrary
You'll find they're quite stationary
All of my action figures are cherry
Steven Hawkings in my library

My MySpace page is all totally pimped out
I got people begging for my top 8 spaces
Yo I know Pi to a thousand places
Ain't got no grills but I still wear braces
I order all of my sandwiches with mayonnaise
I'm a whiz at minesweeper I can play for days
Once you see my sweet moves you're gonna stay amazed,
My fingers movin' so fast I'll set the place ablaze
There's no killer app I haven't run
At Pascal, well, I'm number 1
Do vector calculus just for fun
I ain't got a gat but I gotta soldering gun!

Happy days is my favourite theme song
I can sure kick your butt in a game of ping pong
I'll ace any trivia quiz you bring on
I'm fluent in Java Script as well as Klingon.

They see me roll on, my Segway
I know in my heart they think I'm white n' nerdy!
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Can't you see I'm white n' nerdy
Look at me I'm white n' nerdy~

I'd like to roll with-
The gangsters
Although it's apparent I'm too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
I'm just too white n' nerdy
How'd I get so white n' nerdy?

I've been browsing, inspectin'
X-men comics you know I collect 'em
The pens in my pocket I must protect 'em
My ergonomic keyboard never leaves me bored
Shopping online for deals on some writable media
I edit Wikipedia
I memorized Holy Grail really well
I can recite it right now and have you ROTFLOL
I got a business doing websites
When my friends need some code who do they call?
I do HTML for them all
Even made a homepage for my dog!
Yo!
Got myself a fanny pack
they were having a sale down at the GAP
Spend my nights with a roll of bubble wrap
POP POP!
Hope no one sees me gettin' freaky!
I'm nerdy in the extreme and whiter than sour cream
I was in AV club and Glee club and even the chess team!
Only question I ever thought was hard
Was do I like Kirk or do I like Picard?
I spend every weekend at the renaissance fair
I got my name on my under wear!

They see me strollin'
They laughin'
And rollin' their eyes 'cause I'm so white n' nerdy
Just because I'm white n' nerdy
Just because I'm white n' nerdy
All because I'm white n' nerdy
Holy cow I'm white n' nerdy

I wanna bowl with-
The gangsters
But oh well it's obvious I'm white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
Think I'm just too white n' nerdy
I'm just too white n' nerdy
Look at me I'm white n' nerdy!

hmm i have realised three things over this week.
1) i should stop pushing jorel cos he is always crying like a freakin baby.

2) it's a big effort to try to be nice xD (and i am not succeeding so far.)

3) i am very black.

yesterday seems so far away