i've been reading the picture of dorian gray for lit crp and it's seriously a gay book. and i don't mean gay as in difficult, i mean gay as in... gay. the book should be renamed the picture of dorian gay. or the picture of durian gay (sounds kinda cool, like a superhero! woohoo!). i mean there's a part where durian gay touches the arm of this man, whom i presume will be called rambutan gay or smth, and tells him 'let our friendship be a caprice' (i have no idea what a caprice is but i hav this feeling i don't really want to know, i might have to consult ding) and then... durian gay blushes. if that is not gay enough for you, you're probably a gay yourself. it's not that i hav something against homosexuals but the escapades of durian gay is not something i wish to completely immerse myself in -_- unless, of course, i hav a major sex op lined up for me... which i dont. ee. jus realised durian gay sounds kinda like 'captain underpants'. wth.
and i think slau is being very mean to alot of ppl who dont deserve it. lol. -_- ya most of the ppl he's mean to are nice, with the exception of a few like maybe jinghua, and kinda deserve to be well-liked. slau is nice but sometimes a bit... overreactive. i mean, yiksin is actually a nice person. if you ignore the fact that he was tryin to be a poser (for your information, im not a poser) and you ignore the external factors and jus look at his personality, it's actually not too bad. ya so slau... might want to be more accepting towards others! i mean it's fine to be mean. it's even pretty fun sometimes. but when i'm mean, i don't necessarily hate the person im suanning; i suan jotham alot but i think he's a great guy cos he's actually v nice to me when i need help. maybe he's just... confused. i suan peng alot cos he's an idiot, but he's another guy(s) whom i know is nice. i used to dislike gan, but after a year, he's actually not as bad as i thought. maybe we don't understand that being mean (as in downright mean and hating that person) could be really hurtful and insensitive and cause the person alot of emotional distress... but sometimes we should just keep our opinions of others to ourselves. it's really not too difficult to be nice if you're willing to change. i find it pretty difficult sometimes, but i think i've made less enemies and more friends. accepting others really preserves alot of friendships. and after a while... you'd get used to it anyhow. unless that person is seriously a retarded freak like jinghua, then he should be sent to a lab to be soaked in acid everyday or smth. if he were standing next to a stone, we'd probably think the stone was the smart one. that bloody fag.
zzz going to tzeern's house for english project. hope it doesn't turn out the same way as going to slau's house for lit... we spent 6 hours + doing lots of crap and didn't even touch our project. okay fine maybe we did. touch it, i mean. we touched the rubrics too. we tried to touch the screen when we played d.o.a and got badly owned by hitomi T_T like 20-0 or smth so we kinda gave up after a while. bloody hell, that hitomi is a crazy b!tch lah she kept kicking our character's... nether regions. wa lao damn unfair. we couldn't really do the same thing back to her -_-
wow what a long post! i'll try to update more often. and can somebody tell me how to put music on my blog? o_0
yesterday seems so far away